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Not Love
Something surrounds my heart tonight
like a wet cloth drawn tight
A new ending
an old begining
Wrapped up I can't tell
What is which
Things are crazy in my life
feelings get confused
and I want too much
It's always about me
By rediscovering myself
Do I ever find a piece of you?
I just shift the dirt of my soul
every once in a while
So no one can see the fake jewel
hidden within
There I go again
Always about me
but who else is in my life
Worthy of paper and my words
Nathan, but I don't want to be another
Sappy fucking poet
I write to disgust and surprise, spit and cringe.
I want to dive deeper into madness
and charm thelust off satan's panties
Death knocks on the door
then comes to rape my mind for more.
So who can match my wild mind?
Nathan, But I don't want to be
Another Sappy fucking poet
Send me
anger pain and fear
Send me
Mutilation and vanity
but don't send me
Another sappy fucking poet
Raging Darkness
The cards of the game swirled
Into the same throw
My eyes looked up to catch yours
Lost in those inner orbs
But the game spun on
Nauks of other lovers
Tear at your thighs
And the steadfast hand
Nears your sex
But it's my eyes that look into yours
others around ploy the game
or rape your frame
NOT I
I will not fall onto the table this time
I will not throw myself at your side
but I reach the eyes searching
Who are you?
I beckon,
But you laught with other
The game rages beneath us
Do you hear my cry
and ignore me?
Or you you not hear me?
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